.defiled.soul

a look back.

2008-05-19T15:00:00.002+08:00

Since my last post, it has been:

558 days
1 year, 6 months, 11 days
48,211,200 seconds
803,520 minutes
13,392 hours
79 weeks (rounded down)

Stumbling upon this blog again, I look back and realize how much I have changed. There are some good and some bad changes but definitely change nonetheless.

One thing I realized from reading all of it is that I'm an emoboy. Man, how many times have I mentioned some evil flowing in my veins and how my life sucks so much. How on earth can one blog of such nonsensical gibberish, I will never know. I'm the mixture of OC, One Tree Hill and Gossip Girl. But then again, I'd have to say it was an interesting read.

So what's been happening? I've been in Sydney, Australia for almost 1.5 years now studying at the University of New South Wales. I am under the Co-op scholarship thus I have to do Industrial Training at the moment at American Express.

Wow, my posts are just so boring now. :P

5 Things I Want to Get Done

2006-11-08T09:30:00.000+08:00

Surprising things I've decided I've wanted to do.

I don't think I'll ever get them done though.. Heh.

1. Learn the piano - Yup, not the grade 1 to 10 crap, just learn it. - Seriously.
2. Design an entire video game - Just one.
3. Cry outta happiness - Haven't done so once. :(
4. Meet Oprah Winfrey - She rocks. I don't care what people say, she's like a modern Mother Theresa
5. Write novels - Will happen.

Short-Vid Moment #1

2006-09-12T19:37:00.000+08:00

I just find this still so hilarious.

Japanese Boxer kiss White Boxer = Whacked Japanese Boxer

Don't try this at home?

Sept. 11th - Messenger Not Working Day

2006-09-12T19:03:00.000+08:00

Yeah, now I hope this post isn't offensive to anyone at all, but if it is I apologise in advance.

Basically yesterday was the September 11th, everyone should know about the 9-11 events and what the day represents. I got home and logged into MSN, but what do I find? MSN not working - yipe, so I reconnected and it doesn't work. I find out that it isn't working for a lot of people not only myself. After a long time of trying it still doesn't work and I get more and more annoyed till I start trying with Windows Messenger (that old one that nobody uses) and it works! But I get logged out and it doesn't work anymore.

I finally did get online with Web Messenger though.

So isn't it weird that Messenger wasn't working yesterday? Did the staff at the server of the Windows/MSN Messenger pay tribute to the 9-11 events by having a moment of unable-to-loginness? Or did it get bombed by terrorists too? Kay, this is a weird lame post and I can't think of anything funny, but bleh.

come drive with me

2006-09-10T03:48:00.000+08:00

Guess who got his P-Plate?! THATS RIGHT. I got my P-Plate! WHO GOT HIS P-PLATE? James got his P-Plate!!!

Screw you guys who made fun of me when I couldn't drive!!
Screw you guys who made fun of me when I got my L and said L stands for loser!!
Screw you guys who STILL make fun of me and say P stands for penis!!

But all's good. Driving is like a permanent-orgasm. It has to be real to feel good, and hell yes, you can't fake it! I don't have to pretend I can drive, or try to avoid answering the 'can you drive' question.

I also have some goals.

I WILL become better at my directions
I WILL drive at a safe speed (when I am sober)
I WILL become better at my directions
I WILL not get into any accidents *touch wood*
I WILL not get tickets *touch wood*
I WILL follow traffic rules
I WILL not follow the previous line
I HOPE to learn to drive a plane after I have mastered the car

If you need a lift, I will be free from 6pm onwards. Contact me - Offer lasts for ONE MONTH ONLY. This is to ensure that I can show-off my driving abilities.

And no, if you need a permanent driver, I'm already taken. :)

hello james

2006-09-10T03:43:00.000+08:00

Hello. Welcome back to the soul of the defiled one. It doesn't make sense. I haven't been emo in ages, this blog has never been really updated in ages and thus I think I can conclude that my soul is defiled no more.

Life has been different, college life has been great - I've met so many new people, some who even mean a lot to me. Apart from the people, I've learned a lot of new things, I've changed for the better, I hope.

I still can't sing, my directions are still bad, still got a lisp and I probably still suck at football - but thats what makes me, me. Unique in my own way and someone who may not stand out within a crowd or someone who would - but in life, my purpose isn't to be the most popular guy, is it?

adicolor

2006-07-08T22:04:00.000+08:00

adicolor

(Stripes in dedication to Brazil - The team that made me lose the most money on in a single game, yet somehow the team that also made me win the most money on overall.)

Yeah. Been a little long since the last time I posted. Bored really, of blogging. I don't see much point. But I guess I'll celebrate victory with my new shoes.

How'd I buy it? Thanks to all the countries that have helped me win this World Cup!

Predictions for the final outcome:

Champions: ITALY
2nd Place: FRANCE
3rd Place: GERMANY

PS: www.ihateronaldo.com

SAMFest

2006-04-22T15:06:00.000+08:00

SAMFest: Shit and Menstruation Festival!

Seriously a crappy event. The best part of it was basically when I went out for a smoke.

All I can say is that the music kept changing genre. There was some kinda screeching noise that kept going on (I THINK it was supposed to represent sirens). The air-conditioning was damn powderful but it was great - except when you left the hall and the outside heat really screwed you up cos of the sudden change of temperature. The Hip-hop/RnB music was badly selected - mainly chick songs. People were shuffling to House music. The Shuffling competition wasn't too bad except the comedy when crappy shufflers would bump into each other (rare actually cos there are actually some great shufflers in Taylors) but in the end I still do not condone shuffling competitions, shuffle for fun - not to be the 'best' if there was ever such a thing? Apart from that,
SAMFest itself was advertised pretty okay except a lot of disorganisation. In the end, even though we didn't enjoy it, I'm sure the class would've made a lot of money from the event (thankfully I only paid RM1 for a drink, ticket was free).

Oh yes, this is my English class:

Ignore the smile on the Su Zen behind Liyana.. Its fake - no, really!
Pahahhaa, romantic couple la those two. Dharmik <3 Figure out who the two players are yourself. :)

Updatess

2006-04-20T20:55:00.000+08:00

Oh man, been a shitlongnigga period since I posted. Haha. Anyway, one thing I want to post first is how much I want shoes like these.

OMG. I don't give a damn that it says Zhen on them, I've reached my limit of not posting this. I want them.

SAMFest tommorow, sounds like crap, but I go for Serene. Besides, I got my free tickets. Brought some Rave CDs today for the SAMFest people cos they needed it for their "Shuffling Demo" and they used 'em - Everyone was mad over the Melbourne Shuffler CD I had.

Some updates in other things would include my new Cologne I got from my dad. Excellent: Calvin Klein Eternity Summer Ed. Take a look at the photo below for the bottle's beauty - But I still miss my Bvlgari (every girl loved it!).

One more thing I guess I should add is how disgusting this was! God! In class today Liyana and Amanda were sitting next to THIS!!! What kinda balding girl left this crap behind (atleast I HOPE its from her head)!? Scared the shit outta me cos I sat RIGHT above it!!

Last night...

2006-04-08T11:21:00.000+08:00

... Had to be the most fucked up nights ever.

Stressed too much
evolved into
Drank too much
evolved into
Slept too much
evolved into
Didn't come home.

I hate having problems when I drink...

Happy April Fools Day motherfucker.

2006-04-01T14:26:00.000+08:00

Peh. Last night had to be the most kick ass shit ever.

"Hey _________ u are cool n a very nice person and that is what i like bout u. But sorry i have to do tihs to u..Just cant resist it. Well check the date today n u'll figure it out. Well if u havent... i have 4 sweet words for u. HAPPY APRIL's FOOL DAY!!"

This SMS message is gay and got a few of us. Fuck you Wilson. Sorry Zhen. Sorry Bazli.

Happy Birthday to me.

2006-03-30T23:27:00.000+08:00

All I'm saying is Happy Birthday to me. Thanks to all the ones who deserve being thanked. :)

Black Eyed Peas. Trully - Monkey Business

2006-03-26T17:24:00.000+08:00

So, I was surfing around and dropped by Yahoo.Com when I swear I thought I saw something from National Geographic.
Monkey Business? Seriously, that was their album name right?.. Er.

one more pic

2006-03-23T17:42:00.000+08:00

Red eye again! My eyes aren't that small..

Sunshine.

2006-03-23T01:03:00.000+08:00

I paused today in college. I looked up. There it was, as it seemed to be there every single day ... The closest star that we know.

A new beginning is required. And it begins. So sorry I lingered. Karma will get everyone back like it got me. It will.

Back to my English.

Spite, grudges and the load.

2006-03-21T19:00:00.000+08:00

I think that its pretty stupid people can keep grudges against one another. For certain reasons its understandable. But doing things in spite of them is one thing I don't get - Are you trying to show how great you are by giving off that immature impression?

If you dislike someone, forget about it. Just leave them alone and keep the hi-bye basis going on because thats just plain common sense. Why make it obvious to someone you dislike them unless its just plain obvious that you're seeking attention? You want them to come up to you and be like "are you angry at me?" because that's not even dislike nor is it going to be a sincere apology (if they even bother giving you one after you acted so bitchy). If you hate someone, okay, don't even bother - just as long as theres a good reason for it.

Whats worse than this? Its a simple back-and-forth problem. Lets say someone did something to you, do you do something to get them back? No, then why does shit like this happen every day? Can't anyone just act civilised and grow up? The way I see it is, when someone calls you a "backstabbing motherfucking cunt who clearly looks like a monkey" behind someone's back, instead of finding out what the fuck is going on, the so-called 'victim' will just go around saying that guy was a "fucking bitchfaced donkey-smeller".

There really is hardly any hate around. Nothing but misunderstandings and dislike. There isn't a soul out there who can deny doing one of the above embarassing things because I sure as hell knew I loved to do things in spite of people - just to get them back.

You know who you are. Grow up and stop doing things without thinking, you dumbass.

Tiesto.

2006-03-20T00:02:00.000+08:00

Will post photos soon. Blogspot is kinda the fuckerered up.

But all I can say is, it was a great rave. Laser shows were awesome and I'll explain more about the night with my photos.

On the way! Fucking crowded car. They bullied me cos I'm the youngest.

Seriously hate candid photos.

Drum Connection.

Still Drum Connection.. They were actually pretty good :)

Tiesto Arrives.

And he begins.

Crowd was mad!

Oh, look, its WENDI ON top of someone! :P

The above are the laser shows. Great eh?

Ends with a bang.
Traffic for the last song ofcourse.

sexy

2006-03-15T19:16:00.000+08:00

parting

2006-03-14T18:30:00.000+08:00

we walk our seperate ways as of today:
14th March 2006.

Blogs.

2006-03-08T23:07:00.000+08:00

Why blog?

Blogs worth reading either contain bitching or something entertaining (like rant or comedy).

The rest of the blogs are just boring cos its people telling the world about their personal lives. Like mine. Sob.

I can't help but realise and admit that my blog has been one of those boring blogs. Except for an announcement of an event every now and then when I practically orgasm on the spot (uhh.. its a joke, idiots.)

So, why do people blog about their personal lives? Does the world really wanna hear it? ATLEAST 40% of the posts are just useless words that tell the public what they did. "I went to college.. I ate breakfast.. I went to class.. I had a break..." Shut up. I think its seriously one useless shit of a website, but a place where you can show the world your life and when people read it they can um.. Find out how great your life is? Er.

Unless there is something WORTH posting up to show the world REAL entertaiment, your blog is probably a waste of cyber space. A story about how the lecturer scolded you - Boring. A story about how your friend screws a hole in the wall - Funny. Bitching about something that the public would probably agree on such as how pathetically useless Ashlee Simpson is - Entertaining! Bitching about your assignments - Zzz.

Yeah, whatever, I don't really care what anyones gonna say cos somehow deep down they probably realise how boring their blogs are. I heard another reason people post their blogs up is to post pictures of themselves - Daymn, I won't even get into that!

Yeah, from now on, Defiled Minds shalt only be MEANINGFUL posts. It's not a farking diary.

These words of wisdom are brought to you by:

(This program rocks.)

PS: Anyone who has been personally affected by this message... Er, well.. Thats not my fault?

PSS: I miss you Amy. I miss you Zim.

Tribute to Ashlee Simpson

2006-03-02T18:14:00.000+08:00

Don't y'all just LOVE her song L-O-V-E? Oh my, the lyrics are so creative.

Did you hear me say
L,O,L,O,L,O,L.O.V.E
L,O,L,O,L,O
Im talkin' bout
L,O,L,O,L,O,L.O.V.E
L,O,L,O,L,O

Yeah, fine I found the lyrics just so I could make fun of this shitty song. The lyrics are about this girl whose boyfriend isn't picking up the phone and ain't calling her back. So, fine, what the fuck does that have to do with a stupid L-O-V-E shit. It sounds like "Ello! Ello! Ello! Wee wee!". Anyway, apart from that, her video is so fucked up. She throws her phone into the toilet? Aight, we know you're a rich piece of shit (don't ask me..), doesn't mean you show the whole world you can toss your phone like that. She goes around sticking her hideous face out of the sunroof and acts like she just popped with beer swaying her head left and right. She then reaches a part and dances with the ugliest guys but the hottest girls. Honestly, I think its really stupid that she's placed in her video with hot girls, shes ugly already, why make her stand out so much? Apart from that, she dances with a stick (which pops outta nowhere) and wears clothes fit for a man - a gay man. Did I mention Ashlee has blonde hair? Well, yeah, in the 'wee wee' video she looks like a farkin ghost (with a black stick).

Ashlee Simpson is ugly as fuck. She can't dance - she can't sing (she sounds like an even gayer version of Aaron Carter) and she can't even act like a normal human in her video. First she tried to show the world she was a rocker chick, now a party chick? Heck, I don't even know what genre her music is now - pure shit pop? She looks like her nose was enlarged purposely through plastic surgery and her perma-eyeshadow + blonde hair just gives her the britney-wannabe image. But that perma-eyeshadow kinda freaks me out because it stands out way too much than it should (now she's trying to be a goth chick?)

Sorry, Ashlee, all the talent went to your sister. All the looks went to your sister. You're famous cos of your ugly face, bad voice, wannabe-style and your sister's fame.

"ELLO ELLO ELLO! WEE WEE!"

DI.fm

2006-02-28T18:20:00.000+08:00

This has got to be the best shit in the world!

www.di.fm

Online streaming trance/house/etc. music. Legal and plays great music.

Check it out. Posting later.

I am going to quitted the smoking

2006-02-26T21:57:00.000+08:00

Ya. Starting now I won't buy cigarettes. If I do really want, I'll ask from people. Thus hopefully they will get so annoyed with me asking that they'll stop giving. Hope tihs works. I'm quitting for myself, for my family, for my friends and for you. :)

Life's been utter boredom lately. Yeesh, really can't take it. Hope to get back to college tommorow.

I am sorry Wen Di for NOT PICKING UP YOUR CALL. <3

Thats about all I have to say. Seriously, I haven't done anything worth talking about. Yesterday I went Hartamas with some people.. HELP people + Andre and it was okay, thank god the company was good. Otherwise, I'd be sleeping.

Nothing to Say...

2006-02-25T04:04:00.000+08:00

Drama still revolves in my life. And it comes from a source.. I hate to say it, I don't want to rid myself of this source, but it just keeps coming. Thought it was over already. My 6-month holiday lead me to having a pretty bad reputation back at school. But I'm just gonna keep chilling cos there isn't a point anymore... I tried to redeem myself, and no one cared - Besides.. A life of no regrets ain't a life at all.

Aerials

2006-02-23T17:52:00.000+08:00

Today was as every other day was with the exception that there was a Maths test that was dead hard. Not as hard as Spec, but still hard. Foosball today was fun. Played Bins+Shermaine, with my trusty Sidekick, Melissa and we wonnn. Then we played them again and I think they beat us, T_T. Kudos to Binson's on day. After college, about 4pm, me and Yuvern were trying to aerial on a Torpedo table - apparently its easier. We then wasted the balls shooting with Aerials. He won.. 2 - 1. Damnit.

Got an open house tommorow so all my plans are cancelled. Saturday there's a party I'm invited to by Khai Ling - Amanda's school friend and I hope to go. Haven't seen Amanda in a whileee...

Few more weeks and I have break! One fucking week.

Plans thta could happen on the week of break:
- 18th: Pit Party 06
- ??th: Genting Trip with Classmates
- ??th: Visit GIS. See some teachers, see some friends.

Thats it sofar..

The beauty of college.

2006-02-22T18:02:00.000+08:00

Seriously, college life is great.

Sometimes I just wish I stayed in Subang. Class is great though, slack a little here and there but I think I'm doing alright. Best part of class is lack of strictness :)

Stoning in class.

Classmates.. Before.

After.

Thanks to Zim for teaching me the 'volcano-effect'.

Update...

2006-02-21T19:53:00.000+08:00

Lots of shit has happened between the 2nd of February and today (21st). Phone business; met a ton of new people from college; learned to pull - decided to not use pull; got a new number - POSTPAID bitch!; met people outside of college; went through a bit of drama on Valentines; had good days and bad days; designed some Yearbook covers; attended classes much more often... Thats about it for me.

Well, I hope no more drama comes. That was the reason I removed the blog in the first place. Aih, I'm thinking of growing and bleaching+colouring my hair.. No, not fuckin' jeng shit.. More on the messy side, a bit like Bazli's, only not so gayly extreme. JOKE.

Oh, also, Tiesto is coming. Wait, bigger font... Bold.. TIESTO IS COMING. Yeah, to Malaysia. What a way to start the year. Renault Pit Party @ KLIA Limo Shuttle - 18th March 2006. I'm not that a big of a fan of Tiesto, but he's a much more preferable DJ than a lot of others. Hope it doesn't get cancelled like Yoji, that was shit.

Welcome back.

2006-02-21T19:50:00.000+08:00

Ladies and gentlemen. The boredom has hit.

Defiledminds is once again alive.

Feb 21 2006

Mal-ass-ca...

2006-02-02T17:12:00.000+08:00

Oh god, I just HAD to come back down to Malacca. Uncle's openhouse. Sucks. I won like RM10 playing RM1 each round of blackjack :D Oh god, can't wait for Shirs tommorow. Finally get to play Inbetween. Kenny + Bazli you guys suck for not being able to make the party. PFT. FAGS. But atleast Bazli said he might if he can, you, Kenny, go ipoh for what... Beat me at foos now damn lansi la. Er.

College approaches and my studies are slacking as always. I'm trying my best to revise but its not working.

I'm bored. So bored. B-O-R-E-D.

Z z z z z z z z . . . . . .

Happy Chinese New Year

2006-01-30T15:00:00.000+08:00

Damn, next year I have got to record the amount of money I bring to Melaka. I think I've won but I'm not too sure how much I have won in gambling. Cheap shits in Melaka mann!!! Amanda was right, they're all cheap bastards! Melakans = Cheap! WAIT, then again, my 19-year-old cousin from KL has blackjack rules "RM1 minimum, RM2 maximum bet" - THE FUCK!

So, Ang Pow-wise: Roughly RM600 or less. Not enough... I need around RM400-500 for my party from Ang Pows. Cos as I've planned, I'm going to get about RM400-500 from my parents to fund my party 'dinner' too. TJen withdrawing whatever is left to make it an even RM1000.

Can't wait to go back to Kuala Lumpur, and this Friday is Sher's kickass party. Looking forward to that.

Happy Chinese New Year!!! :)

Wow.

2006-01-28T23:43:00.000+08:00

Wowwww. More people read my blog then I thought. The amount of discussion about me I heard behind my back is intense because of the last message. Kids lah. Grow the hell up. You know who you are.

One dramatic post and the world goes crazy. Ah well. Moving on, CONGRATULATIONS SHAWN LIAM YOU FAGGOT FOR BEING IN THE ADVERTISEMENT

His blog: www.trickflip.net
His advertisement: http://www.panducermat.org.my/mly/cny/index.php

PS: Yeah, forget about everything... I'm done with all the drama. Living life for the moment now. Everyone I know said I sunk to your level. Ouch. So sorry Colin for saying all those things. I take it back, I know you well enough to say that you aren't the person I insulted you as. But whatever it is, sometimes you gotta think about things and seriously ask yourself if you're being fair to me. Heck, if you're being fair the the person you hate the most in your life. Do you really be a dick to them? That's NEVER been your way of thinking when I knew you... What happened to you? Friends influenced you and made you stuck-up? Oh well. I'm gonna let this go, and forget about it, you won't get anymore attention from me cos it's all over... Think about it yourself and ask yourself whose really being immature... Bye.

Mahai.

2006-01-27T17:28:00.000+08:00

Fucking the immature la. Wei, grow up, cannot tahan a bit also, not like I'm going to be touching you or even close to you. Big deal lah, history is history its not like I even want to be your friend. Grow up a bit please. Don't get why its so hard for you, like the end of the world? Live your life properly, reality is reality - Shit happens and you're going to have to face it. Quit running away from your shit. I try and be nice to you and you lansi my ass. Its not like I'm even doing anything to fuck you over, not bitching not even talking about you yet still want to be so immature.

God damnit, if I have the wrong story then fine, I'l ltake back all this. However, the story I have right now just puts you in the position of a 13 year old.

I've got lots more shit to say but I won't. Fact is, you can't even forget a bit of shit and that just shows how fucked up you're going to take things in the future. You don't know shit, don't even know what happened so quit hating me you childish shit. Half the world knows the truth and you fail to believe it - I wasn't even in the wrong in any way. Not my problem at all.

What the fork?

2006-01-26T00:15:00.000+08:00

Everyone is getting closer to everyone. I'm distancing from everyone I used to be close with except for the ones still around me. Time changes everything, some for the better, some for the worse.

Anyway, nomore EMONESS.

Got home late again and I was like

Why? Because my lungs were fucking tight. I don't know, they hurt like mad. The pain was killing me so badly I was tearing already. After 2 or 3 breathes I started to feel much better. Anyone who has a serious knowledge on whats wrong please post on my chatterbox. Any jokes about this are totally not welcomed at the moment, thanks. If I have to quit smoking I will, I just thought that such a tihng wouldn't happen so fast... If smoking was to blame.

I want that.

2006-01-24T23:11:00.000+08:00

I want the new Foosball.com.my shirt. Its the collar one. :( RM49.90. Sigh, fucking hell!

Tiresome Week.

2006-01-21T13:34:00.000+08:00

A week of tons of work yet tons of fun. I didn't make student council... Oh my, what a surprise. Peh.

Pretty cool people in college I've met now, and it only gets better. Nice to know I'll be having a great year here. Classmates are pretty nice people yet still I won't be able to mix with all of them - just the ones I'm already amongst cos they're the funniest people ever. Liyana, Vince, Dharmik, Dinesh, Bala, Shawn, Amanda, Ryan, and sometimes even Julian.

Hehe, apart from social life, the studying is becoming a bitch. For IT Studies I got a fucking 4.5/13 and you want to know why? Because the teacher hates me. Just cos I've been late for class doesn't mean a COLLEGE LECTURER becomes bias in her marking. I compared my answers with my friends and I swear to god apart from a few non-key words, the same idea was presented. And that guy got 3 marks for the question while I got 0.5 marks for it. Damn you Zim, I know you're going to mock me. What a fucked-up teacher.

Oh oh, got my Compaq (yeah yeah) laptop! Its awesome. Sofar its an average laptop, nothing too highend but its still pretty good. Loving it, it doesn't LOPS!!!!!! :D

Went Hartamas last night (Friday) and saw a ton of people I haven't seen for a while. A lot of awkwardness but things were alright in the end cos I had fun. KUDOS TO AMY FOR IMPROVING HER SNAKE LIKE MAD. Then Binson followed me home and stayed over. One of the WORST stay-overs I think I've ever had, why? Because we were both fucking TIRED and we were pretty much falling asleep before we did anything. One DotA match and a bit of Splinter Cell but thats all Binson could take - Fucker slept at 4am on Thursday night. Dick. :D

Andre looks like Tom Welling

Better post.

2006-01-18T20:45:00.000+08:00

Okay better post to push the lame post down. Today was like all other days except well, I had student council thing. Didn't go extremely well, but atleast I know I have 5 votes already. Sucks, 30 people signed up.

Whatever, whatever, heres something I made.

Click HERE

Apart from that, I don't really like blogging.. Too busy. College is fun, but theres a LOT of work.

Blah blah blah

2006-01-16T00:13:00.000+08:00

I need a motto! For my 'campaign'. I don't even know why I'm running for student council. Well, the two things I'm doing this for is a) the carpark and b) the good shit I get after I graduate. More of (b) obviously since I don't even drive yet.

So whats my motto?

Vote for me,
and I will drink your pee!

Let me be your president,
and on campus, you can sleep in a Tent.

I'm so cool!
Vote for me and wipe the drool!

Okay, stupid shit... I'm going to go shoot myself.

College.

2006-01-13T22:19:00.000+08:00

College ain't that bad. I'll list the cons and the pros.

Pros:
+ New friends.
+ More Foosball.
+ Its just nice to be given more trust. Or well, the ability to skip class anytime I want.
+ Ability to wear any clothes. No more uniform.
+ Interesting to explore a new campus.
+ Fun as hell sometimes.
+ I do ESL.
Cons:
- Not many old friends.
- Tons of work.
- Tons of walking up and down the building.
- Classes are either too fucking cold or too fucking hot!
- Boring as hell sometimes.
- I do Moral Studies.
- So little free time..

Can't really say much more. I'm sure theres tons more on both parts but, time will bring it.

Oh and I'm ...

RUNNING
FOR
STUDENT
COUNCIL!

OH man

2006-01-10T17:32:00.000+08:00

I've been having a terrible day - Pathetic. Dying of this sickness and no one to talk to.. Thank god I feel so much better now - I think the fever is passing and the cold too. Haven't blogged in a while because I don't see any use anymore. I used to blog because I had nothing else to do... Right now, I have too many other things to do.

Sick

2006-01-07T18:16:00.000+08:00

So sick... Not in the mood to do anything today. Just want to rest. I have to do my assignments later I guess. Just blogged for fun. Not that fun after all...

*cough cough*

.... Ugh.

2006-01-06T00:39:00.000+08:00

... The brain says no, the heart says yes...
... The pain says no, the love says yes...
... The reminders say no, the memories say yes...
... The friends say no, the friends say yes...
... The world says no. We say yes...
... I say yes. She says yes...

So... Yes or no......

First day of college

2006-01-05T03:28:00.000+08:00

Not bad, I have now got One friend in Taylors SAMs. Liyana. Oh and I met this other guy named Vince whose pretty nice. Orientation was one helluva boring shit. Seriously, they bring us into a hall and make us listen to them talk about how AMAZING Taylors is - What the fuck? We ALREADY CHOSE TAYLORS! Why the HELL are you telling us how good it is anymore? You could tell us that the facilities are like public toilets because we're practically STUCK with you.
All in all, I think the most exciting part of that speech was when this guy was explaining about a Scrabble Team! Wow man, when he told us that only ONE SAM student entered last year I had to supress a ton of laughter.

Oh did I mention I'm doing ESL? English Second Language... Yeah man, its because apparently not enough people were taking English Studies thus Taylors decided to be geniuses and just cancel that subject and chuck those people into ESL. Oh well, thats minus one subject to study.

My schedule sucks - I end at 4pm every day. Thats got to be a bitch. Thank god Binson was around today, maybe I'm antisocial and maybe I'm not but fact of the matter is that on the first day, its going to be one hard time getting to know everyone and making friends with the right people. Speaking of which, my class (or basically the other people under the same mentor as me) are seriously full of.... Smart-looking people. Er, maybe not the kind of people I might mix around with, NO I'm not saying all you other guys are dumbasses or whatever, but these guys don't exactly look like the kind that... Enjoy life to the fullest. - THERE! It didn't sound offensive at all.

3.30am and I'm blogging. Woke up because I fell asleep earlier. I'll go exercise or something and then read a book to sleep. Nnnnnniiiiiigggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhtttttttttttttt.

Spiral

2006-01-04T17:34:00.000+08:00

My life is like a spiral... It's nothing consistant cos things change by the day. I hate how it happens like this sometimes because most of the things that happen are bad. Bad things happen to me and I'm not saying I'm the only one it happens to - but I hardly ever bring them upon myself and thats what sucks. My world is like this:

Theory

2006-01-03T00:19:00.000+08:00

Heres a theory.

Foosball - ( DotA + Work ) = Girls

So. For this year I say all foosball. No work, no DotA! Waitt... But....

Is it..
Girls > Foosball > Work > DotA
Or..
Foosball > Girls > Work > DotA ?

Girls.. Or Foosball?

I'm so lame.

Work work. Back to college. T_T

Lew de dew.

2006-01-02T20:46:00.000+08:00

WOW! Had an AWESOME day :D Foosing again. Thank you AsiaClub. You're going to be my new second home. <3

Back to school. I think I wanna go buy a new school bag tommorow. BB, Battleships

Emodrama part two

2006-01-01T12:32:00.000+08:00

Ce que je veux a toujours été vous. Que vous me croyiez ou pas. La vie où j'ai eue - 3 jours - sans vous a été enfer. Vous êtes spécial et je ne puis pas simplement ignorer ce que vous avez fait comme je faisais avec Rust. J'ai voulu que vous fussiez bien dans ma vie, j'ai voulu vous pardonner. Si je ne pourrais pas pardonner ce trop dur serait des amis de toute façon parce que je vous ai aimé trop. Je suis désolé que tous les deux nous réalisent des choses trop tard. Ne me croient pas quand je dis je t'aime? Vous pas devez, me laissez vous prouvez. Je veux que ceci fonctionne...

If it doesn't, then I'll take my time apart. I just don't want to miss the chance that I'll always regret missing.

Emodrama

2005-12-30T13:18:00.000+08:00

My life has been so dramatic for the past few months.

I hate the drama. I loved the company. But now I have to let that company go for a while atleast, some of it. Hate my choice, but got to stick with it. I want to forgive, forget and move on but it obviously didn't work. Just had to pause for a moment and think back on the 28th and remember the bullshit I walked in on. A good friendship was to become and before it even started shit like this had to happen. I want the outcome of all this to work out for everyone - Don't forget your new year resolutions -

Your promises; your decisions; your plans; your aims.

Without the four things above, you can only live your life blindly.

Realisation of Facts.

2005-12-29T20:04:00.000+08:00

A simple thing I hope I change about myself is that I listen to my friends more.. They're the ones who stick with me for much longer than anything else besides family.

Sorry to the people I've brushed off when they've told me something I didn't want to believe. I trusted too much, and everyone does. It's hard to change but I will... This 2006.

A night that started out with hell and pain lead me over to Malcolm's house. Thank you dude for being here for me. It was really selfless of you and I owe you a lot. A night of insomnia and a morning of boredom. Then an afternoon of meeting Susanne (?) haha, and watching 'Cheaper by the Dozen II' - A day of getting over a lot of things.

I hope I'm not being immature about anything, really, I'm trying to forget about all this in the least harsh way I can. In a way I hope no one can talk shit about me - cos I'm in a lot right now and I don't want more coming this way please..

A bad ending for 2005. But it was a good year -

Thank you Shermaine; Wen Di; Amy for everything - You guys mean tons to me.
I think I could've got to know MJ a little better.
I'm sorry Amanda.
I'm okay with you Rust, and a backhand slap is a bitchslap (ask Vince).
I'm sorry Andre for having to make you wait so long last night.
I'm sorry Li for storming off last night.
I'm sorry Shyam that it was your first impression and meeting of her.
Thank you Jo for atleast showing me that you still care.
Thanks Binson for being a great person to talk to and wise at very rare times :P.
Thank you Malcolm you have done so much for me.
Thanks to my brother for helping me too.
Thanks Zim for finally talking to me again (avoiding everyone MEH?!).
Thank you Miki for being here for me despite the crap we've gone through.
Sorry Colin for what has happened - Just know that I regret tons.
Thanks Jhin for always being cool with everything and sorry for not being able to come
Thanks to everyone whose been here for me in that little way of support: Lang; Kit; Everyone - Can't think.

Have a happy new year people - I know I'll try my best. =) Cheers.

The time to be jolly?

2005-12-27T20:26:00.000+08:00

Jolly my ass, shit is happening all over the place. Santa can go eat Reindeer shit. However, I do know how to cheer some people up.

Check out these awesome photos I found in my computer!!

Science Class -^

Maths Class -^

The bomb scares -^

The PE Classes (Zoom in, yes, it's Zim) -^

The Staying-Back-After-School - Hi Binson! -^

The Library -^

The camps -^

Oh and how could I have forgotten...

The WILD parties!! -^

Cheer up, people.

My life?

2005-12-25T23:48:00.000+08:00

I'm not suicidal
- I'm not goth
- - I'm not pessimistic.

But my life is collapsing, one bit at a time. All because of one person.

I just want to disappear from this life. A break or something. But I guess that can't be done.. Just got to fight on for survival.

Oh by the wayyy... Merry Christmas all. :)

The truth?

2005-12-22T23:39:00.000+08:00

The truth is I really liked Amanda. A lot. Theres no question.. And yes, we did have an awesome time and we still are having a great time - just much less intimate =) So there it is. It was a mutual agreement and I'm glad things are working out well sofar. No regrets. I felt loved and I'm sure she did for a period of time...

Thanks for being there for me, you've done so much for me and I'm sorry for the stuff I did but atleast we can be friends. We had way great memories and I hope you won't forget them. The rumours and stories that went around about us never really mattered, did they? You're such a real person - I guess only you might be able to understand what I mean by that. I really do hope the time will come... =)

GGNORE.

2005-12-22T18:35:00.000+08:00

Sigh, my holidays are over and I'll never have this awesome 6 month break for ages - or maybe even ever. Went by fast. Looking back, so many crazy events (good and bad) have occured. Ahh.. 6 months ago I was a GISian, pure GISian and still a school boy, graduating from school with ideas of how I saw life and what my priorities were. Right now, I think I've matured a ton..

I know how I see life now. Some things are still unclear but I know it'll all be clear in due time. All I'm saying is that these have been the best 6 months of my life. I've met so many new people and come to realisation of many things that have changed my thinking towards them.

Am I disappointed that my holiday is over? No, not really and I'm not sick of them either - I just think its time for me to move on from slacking. I've enrolled into Taylors and start on January 4th 2006. Wow, 2006 already... Life passes fast.

The world doesn't revolve around me like it used to. I don't care what people think or what they do - I'm me and if it can't be dealt with then just leave me alone. 6 months ago, I'd never have thought these things. So, these 6 months have basically edged me 2 years in advance to =).

Amanda
Amy
Dana
Wen Di
MJ
Shermaine

Nice of you guys to walk into my life =)

Tagged.

2005-12-21T00:13:00.000+08:00

1.Color of most clothes you own:
*Red, Black

2.Number of pillows you sleep with?
*2

3.What room are you in right now?
*In my Bed room.

4.What were you doing 12AM last night?
*On the phone with Amanda.

5.How old will you be ten years from now?
*26

6.What do you think you'll be doing in 10 years?
*Hopefully married with someone I'm happy with - just a typical life. =D

7.Do you have braces?
*Never did =)

8.Are you paranoid?
*I can be extremely paranoid at times.. About the right things mostly.

9.Describe your wallet?
*Brown, suede. Tropicana Life.

10.Your alarm clock?
*HUGE clock with HUGE numbers that has a crazy LOUD alarm tone. My phone is my other alarm - the most reliable one =) I'd never smash my phone...

11.Your hair?
*Is probably the coolest hair in the world. Errr, love to do my hair, seems like the only thing on my appearance I can physically change. Not counting clothes. Yeah yeah, clal me vain, faggots.

12.Tooth brush?
*Green and white... Random question.

13.What color are your eyes?
*Light Brown - so light that I ALWAYS get red eyes when theres a flash.

14.First enemy?
*Don't remember... Was a very.. er, HAPPY child when I was young.

15.First play/musical/performance?
*I'm afraid it was probably some stupid magic show in Genting.

16.Last movie seen?
*I'm afraid I don't really watch movies... Thus I think the last time I watched a movie was Narnia - That was a longgggg time ago.

17.Last person you yelled at?
*Probably my parents...

18.Last crush?
*Amanda.

19.Last shoes worn?
*My Ah Beng Total 90 Futsal shoes.

20.Last ice cream eaten?
*Don't remember.

21.Last thing written by hand?
*"CLEAN UP ROOM, YOU IDIOT" - reminder. =D

22.Last time wanting to die?
*The last time I had a fight with my parents.

23. When was the last time went out @ night?
*Just now.

24. What were you doing last night?
*On the phone with Amanda. This question was above wasn't it? The 12AM one? Unless it means the last time I went out - Foosball with Jhin. Tagged along by Daryl the dumbass.

25. Why do you like yourself?
*Because if I don't even like myself then how can I even expect or want others to? Confidence is always the first step to anything in life.

26. What are your plans for tomorrow?
*Enroll into college; Buy forton grips; Pick up my bro from the airport =D

27. What was the last thing you won?
*I ain't a winner. Hardly win... Oh, I remember! CARNIVAL! I won Amy a FAN and a BOARDGAME!

28. When was the last time you got angry?
*Surprisingly, a long time ago... Angry at myself - for uncomprehendable stupid actions I made

29. What was the last song you heard?
*Maybe I`m Amazed by Jem on Amanda's blog. =)

30. When was the last time you entered a club?
*Dunno. Don't remember.. I've been to KLGCC!!!! =D

31. what is it about the opposite $ex (physically)that gets you?
*The face. The eyes in particular. And obviously not an unproportional physique.

32. what n who are the things that you cannot live without everyday (besides water and oxygen)?
*My brother. My parents. My computer (bleh)....... My comb (JUST KIDDING :P:P).

33. current music that's playing?
*Andy Maurer - Cultural Cancer

34. can you list THREE things that are taking up space on your table?
*Bvlgari Aqva Cologne; A green box Amanda gave me; Jar of Beer Bottle caps collection.

35. What do you want to do now?
*Right now... SHOWER - Tommorow... See my bro - In the near future... Go to college :) - In the far future... Die a peaceful death surrounded by my loved ones.

36. what's the colour of your room?
*White. A lot of wood texture around the place.

37. what's the first thing you ate this morning?
*Nothing - But I ate at that Little Penang Village or whatever in MV and Fung bought me Curry Noodle (THANKS FUNG =D)

38. what shampoo do you use?
*Not sure...

39. how many people do you have on yourmyspace?
*myspace is for losers who eat horse dick.

40. what's that one music album you never got over?
*Er. The ones I never bought..?

41.favourite day of the week? why?
*Everyday. Sorry, I enjoy life.

42. did you do anything stupid in the past 24hours?
*WELL, hmmm... Just now I said "screw zim" online when he was there too, oops. =D

43. if you could change your name,what would itbe?
*Ryan. Sounds hotter than James - James is a fucking Driver's name in Britain. Home James!

No seriously.. JUST KIDDING ABOUT THE DAMN COMB.

GGNORE - I tag Zim and Rusty but I think Rustys not here..

Welcome back, people!

2005-12-19T21:37:00.000+08:00

Haha, was great to see Jhin; Shyam and Liwen again! Awesome. Dawn's back too and its been great talking to her! Too bad Josh is going off so fast. Not much to say, just that it was REALLY nice to see Jhin play foos again - Gave me back my er.. Whats the word? It kind of encouraged me to play! Aura!!!

I quit smoking. Yea, I had two today because I didn't want to waste the last pack I had, but no, I threw it all away and I'm pretty 100% sure - I quit. Don't wanna waste any more money on cigarettes. Hope I can last.

Lifes been okay, pretty low on cash nowadays - My old stash of RM1000 has now depleted to RM50.

Live for the moment.

Defense of the Narnia Ancients (?)

2005-12-10T23:00:00.000+08:00

Okay, this movie ROCKED. But there has got to be the MOST tie-ins with DotA in this movie.

The White Witch = IMBAA maiden imba becos of bugged dota version can perma-frostbite sentinels
Mr. Tumnus = n00b sa nvr learn invis
Aslan = bonus stats lion rofl..
Oreius = n00b centaur
Lucy = chicken carry many flask of sapphire water
Susan = sohai drow shoot 2 arrow in whole game
Peter = omniknight *who holds his sword funny*
Edmund = just pure pussy n00b feeder edmund

chicken find warddrobe. sa meet chicken. chicken laugh at sa because sa never learn invis. omniknight / drow / edmund sohais still never pick hero. edmund met traitor maiden and she make edmund join bad guy side. sa got perma-frostbitten by maiden . finally omniknight and drow join game and so the party was formed.

lycan help send wolf for maiden but he never show his face whole game - i suspect he n00b train on neutrals.

after a series of events...

after omni fall down (the n00b never learn heal), centaur try and save him so he switch on MoM and run to maiden and he try to suicide with double edge cos he is sohai never buy blinkdagger - too bad he forgot about delay dmg when using double edge. lion had double aegis bug, n00b maiden never see inventory when she try to kill. lion respawn same spot so chicken and drow arrive to help. they BACKDOOR scourge side and un-bug frostbite teammates. sa finally unfrostbite but underlevelled so he just play with chicken. maiden almost kill omniknight but saved by lion who impale her backside. ggnore.

Theres much more but I'm lazy to type it. Lousy cousin's computer.

Long time.

2005-12-10T22:23:00.000+08:00

Why haven't I posted in a long time? Because my computer is totally absofuckingly screwed up. I swear, I can't do shit to fix it up. It's like a an elder - It's dying. After reformatting and re-installing Windows XP, its STILL fucked up. Lately, I've been having a normal life while my parents have been away - Had a blast for my get-together that was on Monday. I've been foosing quite a lot and the problem is my style changes everyday depending on which shots/passes are on-form for that day.

I'll post more soon.

New Design

2005-12-03T18:10:00.000+08:00

Well, a brand new make over for my blog. Hope its good!

Holding a little get-together on Monday. But a lot of people can't go.. Sigh! Not sure lah.. have to ask around a bit more.

Good Bye ..

2005-11-30T23:36:00.000+08:00

I haven't really mentioned this yet, but rememnber time when I was pissed at my parents for randomly saying I was going to Aus with them? Well, things have changed thanks to my bro and my Mum. They've changed my Dad's mind and I'm glad to be staying here. I'm not sure how long I get to be captain of the fort but I will ensure I take every ounce of advantage of the situation this time!!! HEHE!!

Okay, I'm going to show all of you my geek powers for this paragraph. For the past 2 days, I've been DotAing non-stop. For what? I don't know but I've just been addicted and wanting to play more. Panda's been gettin' pretty angry at me for losing concentration talking to her... :D Maybe this is also the reason why I'm tiring so easily. Me and Andre have joined JPDx a.k.a. Jabatan Pendidikan DotA Extreme. We're having fun and I think thats why we've been playing so much.

I've been spending time at home and I plan to spend more at home this week, to ensure my parents think of me as a good little boy until they leave - Hehe. So, until then, I'm gonna be living a cyberlife of DotA, SIGHHH, I need college......

I miss panda.

A lot.

Oh, you too, Andre!

ROFL

2005-11-30T00:57:00.000+08:00

To.....

I am amazing.

Depressing Days

2005-11-30T00:29:00.000+08:00

Why? I don't know. People around me are bitching about other people, who in turn bitch about others. Am I the only one left in this world not bitching? Seriously, drama is flooding my world and I'm afraid to fall into it too. Skies have been dark. I've been tiring easily. It's 12.30 and I'm exhausted. Omg. My life is spiraling into a hole of darkness.

People are angry. I've seen the bad side of a lot of people lately. Some so bad that they hide themselves from me at first sight for reasons I can only question - Guilt for the wrongs they've done? Hmm.

But on this last piece of land, I stand, I float... With a smile on my face. Along with me I hold someone - probably the only thing that keeps me happy.

November 26th - In Loving Memory of Khairul

2005-11-28T21:12:00.000+08:00

Good bye Khairul. We will always remember you.

I heard a lot of rumours whether they were true or not, but in the end, they all ended in the same tragic way. I didn't know you too well, but we were pretty okay friends.

What happened is still pretty unbelieveable but it can't be changed.

Everyone please cherish the people: friends; family or even enemies around you, because one day they'll be there and the next they won't. This is a sad reminder of how easily something can be taken away from you. My regards to Khairul's family and Amanda Leung who loved him dearly.

To whoever was involved in the above, I hope that you'll be driven crazy because of guilt you fuckface.

Freddie's Party

2005-11-28T01:09:00.000+08:00

This awesome piece of party started at 11pm (scheduled to start at 10pm actually), so it was me; Marcus; Sean and his Gf; and Freddie. Wow! Happy Birthday Freddie, you're finally 17. Hope you can find a car that you can steer, you handsome big man of muscles.

Blogging later, I had a lot to blog about.. but not on my mind yet.

Harry Potter and the Goblet of Shit

2005-11-25T00:16:00.000+08:00

Harry Potter was so cool! Like Omg!

I came late though, so I watched it from halfway and it was crappy beyond the crappiness of friendster. Me and Amanda were ranting the crap out of it, all the minor details that bothered us.

WTF HERMIONE WEARING RED TO YULE BALL!? That just spells Harry Not-that-Potter. (haaa get it!?)
Viktor Krum is cool, he looks like someone from the army and he wears Soviet Union uniforms. That's just so not him......
Fleur's school uniform is just a blue french version of Sailor Moon. Lameeeeeee. KAWAII-NE..CHA!
Oh, btw, Fleur is one ugly frenchie. Nice body and all, but she has this weird man-face. And apart from that, the director SERIOUSLY couldn't find a hotter french girl to play the role!? WORST of all, Fleur's friends are WAYYY hotter, so I just keep questioning why the director did that... If it were me, I'd put Fleur next to all these man-girls to make her look better...
Okay, Harry owned the shit out of the Hungarian *cough* Andre *cough* Horntail with a fucking bridge. What the fuck. It was so un-book-like!
Ron was one big buff macho man, but I am not complaining.. Wink wink!
OMG CHO CHANG!!! SHE WAS SCOTTISH! Seriously! I was imagining the WORST that could happen... Put in a girl who has an Ah Lian accent like "solly wei, Hally! I said yes to Cedric weii, so so solly!!'.. But NOOOOOOO, it's "aye, Harry! Surry for dee' trouble. I'll bee guin' to dee' Yule Ball wid' Cedric!"
Dobby did not exist in this movie. Rofl, they ran out of money to put in CGI. Dragon got majority of the votes than Dobby.
SPEW did not exist! Seriously! Do you know how important thats going to be in the following movies!? And like, how everyone predicts SPEW will take over the Ministry of Magic in the 7th book........ Uh..
Dumbledore or should I say Dumbl-emo-dore really overdoes it with his emotions man, fucking crybaby. He's supposed to be OLD, WISE and POWERFUL! This guy was OLD, WRINKLY and PUSSYWHIPPED!
Neville was one skinny bastard considering he was refered to as a fattie in the book. What HAPPENED MAN!?!?!? Seriously!! I think they should have fattened him up for the movie. You know.. Plastic surgery? Insert fat Here.
Moaning Myrtle is one horny screwed-up ghost. I think the Director misinterpreted J. K. Rowling's nickname given in a much more erotic sense. She was totally giving Harry a handjob in the prefect's bath. Oh god, no sleep tonight......
The story is screwed up. Nothing was explained, including the random event when Harry stumbled upon Barty Crouch's body. Heck, his death wasn't even announced. Honestly, there was no conspiracy at ALL, like how in the book you always wnat to read more because you wanna find out what is going on... In the movie, you just wanna unzip your pants and take a piss on the movie screen.
Oh, and you know what? Percy was not a judge!! WTF? He wasn't even in the movie... Neither were Bill, Mrs. Weasley, and Charlie. Rofl, Harry Potter Productions running out of cashhhh.
OH! Every one had long hair. All the guys.. Neville; Ron; Harry; The Weasley Twins; Mad-Eye.... Is that the new 'in' hairstyle in wizarding world?
Cedric Diggory was lansi frat boy. With a fratty hairstyle. In the book I had a lot of respect for him and was actually sad when he died. In this one, I couldn't wait for the pretty green fireworks to hit him in his handsome fratty face. Weeeeeeee.
The maze (third task) was totally a walk in the park. The only tihng that happened was that the maze kept changing. There was no sphinx; no fog; no creatures; no big ass monster to rape Cedric's leg... Speaking of the maze, the wizards are pretty stupid if they didn't know how to use Lumos in that darkness. There were no spells used in the maze for navigation at all. Just to kill some fucking roots in the ground.....
In the entire movie, hardly any spells were actually worded out.
Voldemort had a Protoss face and human body. His eyes were pretttty damn human, evne though I am pretty sure they were described as something Harry had never seen before.
There were scenes in the great hall where the ceiling was actually visible. And the great hall was pretty damn narrow... Hey, maybe it's just me, I mean, the student ARE growing!
Did I mention this? Hermione was wearin red. SERIOUSLY MAN!!! HOW!?!? How can they fuck up such a small detail. Just chuck the damn dress into blue dye!
Oh oh oh! When Sirius contacted Harry.. his face was supposed to be in the FLAMES not part of the firewood..... God he looked like an idiot.
Rita Skeeter was supposed to be a pretty main character in the book and the one that tortured the crap out of Harry. Butttttttttttttttttttttt, she was just shown as some stupid bimbo that goes around writing shit.
Hermione was pretty damn emo aswell. She practically had sex with Harry in the tent before the first task. That was exaggerated a tiny tiny bitt........... Okay okay, she hugged him till he couldn't breath... Pushed her tits against his manly chest.

There were only a few good points.

The twins were frickin' funny (Weasley, not Patil)
People actually looked forward to it.
Harry's dress robes were cool..
Ron is probably one of the best actors ever at his age.
I am thankful that I watched the movie from halfway...
Oh, and I watched it with someone special :)

So, all in all, I think Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire has got to be an impressively crap movie that out-crapped any other book-to-movie I can think of. GGNORE.

I would blog more, but I am going to tidur so I can go to the Heart of the Mamas tommorow.

Mufucktiday!

2005-11-24T00:04:00.000+08:00

Yeah yeah, it sucked.

It sucked hard.
It sucked so hard that Batman Begins actually seemed watchable.
It sucked so hard that a Simple Plan song can actually be put on repeat.
It sucked so hard that Christina Aguilera isn't actually a slut.
It sucked so hard that public toilets start to smell like flowers.

Sorry. It just sucked. So crap. Last year it was more imba because I made the video games stall that was the best stall on the mufti day.

More bloggin in a sec. Phoning with the panda <3.

Muftiday Tommorow!

2005-11-23T00:56:00.000+08:00

Well, its coming, its tommorow. Thats why I was sposed to sleep an hour ago. But now its 12:55. Hope I can wake up at 9.30 to go for muftiday!!!

WOW! It's like how every year I'm so excited!

Speaking of which, foosball shalt be played tommorow. Even though I have a gay bruise on my wrist.

On the other news, finally got the new Honda City!! YEAH!!! I have a car to drive!! Now I gotta do my fucking THEORY! Anyone out there know where I can get my theory done in English?

Sob. Night guys, got to wkae up early.

PS: CHICKEN LITTLE ROCKS!
Numa numa!!

Frustration

2005-11-22T20:16:00.000+08:00

Grow up you little fuck. A single occurence and you don't evne know the full story. Worst of all, you can't just get out of it all. You gotta hold a grudge and be all kiddy about it. You give me cockstares when I ignore you and just laugh at someones joke nearby to ease your pain. I pitied you and I let you be, but now you've interfered again. Marcus told me to just not give a fuck about such a childish kid; Andre told me to 'forget about it'; Amy told me to 'leave it'; ...and the one person that means everythin to me told me that I was being mean to you? The fuck.

Fine, if I have to leave the this dramatic series, I will; because I've withdrawn a lot of comments and actions that I wanted to take upon you but I still get treated as if I'm the bad guy. I haven't done anything bad and you just misunderstood events but nobody wants to tell you because you're just stubborn and won't listen. Sure, you're thinking "I don't need your pity, you dick". But guess what? Everyone pities you.. So thats probably why you don't need my pity. If it weren't for them I think you'd have already committed suicide by now.

This will be the only post I ever have about you, because of the frustration you've made me vent and I just have to let you know that you're a little pussy, so grow up and get over things. If you can't stand being in the same room with me then you're just being a cry baby about things; you think I wanna look at your face? Hell no.

Edit: Its all over. But this post will lie here to serve as memory to how I felt.

The MapleStory Bot + New Posters

2005-11-20T00:20:00.000+08:00

Well, it all began one day when Andre was over and we wanted to bot with his character. My bot wasn't working very well so we decided to use a different method. With tape and a screwdriver, we were finally successful.

Thus we present, the Manual Maple Story Bot!!

IMBA.

I bought some posters at Timesquare, these are the best ones! The Advent Children imba posters are below.

YEAAA!!

A Million Little Pieces.

2005-11-18T18:21:00.000+08:00

Some of you might've heard about this book, some may not have.

A Million Little Pieces by James Frey
URL: http://www.oprah.com/

Take a look. I was flicking through channels and stopped on Oprah because of this book. James Frey started drinking at the age of 10 (drinking everything - Gin, Whiskey, Vodka, Rum, Beer, you name it; he drank it), when he decided that drinking didn't get him too high, he decided to take drugs and this was at the age of 12. Every day of his life he would pass out because of too much alcohol or just black out because of the drugs and wake up the next day with a killer hang over and tipsy over the day before... Everyday. Finally, at the age of 23, he awoke in pain not knowing what caused it and some other bullshit happened (wasn't really paying attention) but he just ended up in rehab. The book tells of the actual events from his personal view within the rehab centre. The torture of the one thing that humans fight the most - Addiction.

Drugs are bad.
Alcohol is bad in large consumptions.
Smoking is just as bad...

But no matter how bad they are, the main thing that actually MAKES them so terrible is the addiction.

Foosball + Shufflin'

2005-11-15T21:43:00.000+08:00

Today I foosed again and it was GREAT. Whether the form was on or off, it was AMAZING. FUN! I am going to start again. Sofar, the main shots I'm doing nowadays are: Snake; Front Pin; Push. Front pin just looks cool :D

On the shuffling side, I don't know I just have the urge.

Cosmic Gate @ Mines (3rd December -> POSTPONED INDEFINITELY)

Also check out http://zoukabuse.blogspot.com/

Oh my. What the fuck?

2005-11-15T20:57:00.000+08:00

My Dad just randomly said that I was going to Australia. WTF? So frickin' unexpected. I don't know lah, I had a few plans...
a) Throw a party, I didn't when they went Bangkok because I didn't want to go wild IMMEDIATELY the moment they go away right? Besides, the party was more like a Gaming Party! Just playing consoles around my house...
b) Go for the Cosmic Gate rave.. Or, well, otherwise known as La Maison which was conveniently POSTPONED from the 3rd (I'm going Aus on the 5th or something like that)

Seriously, fucking hell... Why does my Dad have to change all the plans. Apart from what I, MYSELF want.. It IS a waste of money. Last time I went Australia I just sat in my Brother's room and played CS on his laptop. Unless he takes me out raving (which is impossible since I'm young) or mamaks (rofl.), I'm going to do the exact same thing.

Me + Family + Australia = Waste of money + Boredom + No Foosball

My Dad is probably doing this in spite of me for getting him pissed the other day. Fuck laaa, why is he being such a fucktard?! I WANT to see my Brother, but he's COMING BACK; and I don't want to see my Brother and be bored to dicks forever. Oh well, honestly, I do feel a bit excited.. But the timing is just so shitty..

ARGH

Things To Buy

2005-11-13T00:06:00.000+08:00

Digital Camera Bought
iPod Mini Bought
Nokia N-Gage Redecided
Nokia 6670 Not Bought
Zippo Lighter Bought
Mini Bar Not Bought
Laptop Not Bought
New Hard-disk Not Bought
Another Zippo Lighter Not Bought

Alright. So, I've looked back on the late events and realised that I have not been FOOSBALLING! God damnit. Amy's already ranked and I haven't even been training. Hmmm, a lot of things that I haven't blogged about have happened lately. Rusty had a party that rocked; Amy's dad kicked my ass at table tennis at her little barbeque session; I bought Soul Calibur 3 and Andre randomed a fighter and got a man wearing a skirt; Amanda kicked my ass at a crappy foosball table in 1U; I am now level 30 and a full-fledged WIZARD on Maplestory; The Exorcism of Emily Rose sucked; Cosmic Gate @ Mines, 3rd Dec was post-poned indefinately; DotA 6.20 came out and it's pretty good.

So, that's that, oh and when my parents went away, I think I was pretty busy. I spent only one night alone out of 6. :D People came over, wrecked the house, etc.

Stuff I HAVE to get done ASAP:

Collect Results from GIS
Enroll into Taylors College
Do my Driving theory exam

Yup, holidays are nearing to an end. God, these 6 months are definately awesome. Too bad I'm dumb as a shoe now. Fuck, I need to read a book.

Speaking of books, Harry Potter 4 the movie is coming out.... Okay, confession time:

I really think Harry Potter is imba cool. I still remember when I was younger I used to imagine myself in the school of Hogwarts as I held my pencil casting spells on my stereo system. And I still think its cool, not in a roleplaying way but I just love it. So, even though the movie sucks nuts and I know the new one is going to suck even larger nuts, I still want to see it. Just to see if my imagined view of how the book went is similar to the movie. Heck, I used to pronounce Hermione as "Her-meee-own" until I watched the movie.

I think this is a pretty long blog post. So you're probably bored by now, better end it. Ta ta.

Interference

2005-11-07T03:32:00.000+08:00

Haven't blogged in a while. Life has changed a lot but its hard to blog about stuff lately, due to the fact that I guess some stuff can't be given to public about the happenings at the moment. No, not bad things, times are great, really good, best I've had for ages... =) But, it's not that innocent. So, until things clear up a bit, I have to respect people and not blog about these things yet...

Love.

Borrrreeeeeeeeddddddd

2005-10-31T22:20:00.000+08:00

Oh my god, life is boring.

B
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My parents are finaly going away. yey.

Carnival

2005-10-27T22:21:00.000+08:00

Well! Turns out that I went for the Carnival! It was pretty good. The BEST part about it was the MUSIC they played! Hahahahaha OMG I'm TURNING INTO AN AHBENG! But it was just some damn JENG trance music.

Okay, like i always do, I'm gonna write about the day.

First I went for work, then after that I met up with Josh/Zim/Matt who were VAing. We went to Foos and Josh showed us his attempt at being 'imba'. And I was like "I PRESS ENTER AND TYPE POWER OVERWHELMING" BANG! GOAL! WOWWW. IMBA. THATS ME. Foos really gets my mind off things! We then went to 1U and met up with everyone including Dawn. Oh god, the look on her face - She MISSED ME! :D Well, then she ditched me for Kit and a movie... Sighhhhh. After eating, we went to the arcade and played tons of shit. The best moment of that all was when Matt and Zim were playing the Korean Drums. I beat Colin at this DJ Game (Sign #1 of Ahbeng-morph). I decided to stay with them, cos chubby Josh and all were going to Midvalley to meet up with Shir and Co. so I really wouldn't fit in and besides Amy was ALONE and I knew how it felt to be the extra wheel. We watched half of Zorro 2 which turned out to be more of a romance movie so it sucked pretty hard - Some stupid girl kept laughing at non-funny parts (yeap, silence, then suddenly "HEHEHE"). Me and Amy were like the only two there in the cinema that weren't a couple - Heh.

Then the fun part, we went to the carnival. It began with exchanging 100+ to coupons. Then everyone wanted to go for this ride called the Top Gun, the one thats like the ship in Sunway. Amy didn't wanna go so I decided to stick with her - Everyone said I was a pussy and just scared. Well, we went around playing a games and won lots of COOL stuff: 2 four-coloured pens; 2 'board' games (made of paper); and 2 Fans (one has Mickey Mouse and the other has SNOW WHITEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!) Eesh! Then when we met back up at the ride, Amanda was telling me of the nightmare of hearing the guy behind her say he wanted to puke - I advised her of the great uses of my Snow White fan that could've saved her from vomit of doom. Then the best part of the night... BUMPER CARS! Won't bother to go into too much detail, basically it was just one big gangbang. The next thing was this ride that I forgot the name of that spun round and went up/down... Er, I was silent throughout except one time I shouted "OMG SO BORING" - Everyone was screaming, okay.. Well, it got my heart going at the start... But atleast I proved I wasn't a pussy (it WAS boringgggggg).

Oh, forgot.. Sign #2 of Ahbeng-morph - The MAIN one. On the way to the carnival, when I heard the jeng music I started dancing the feng-tao dance! Hahahaha, it was COOL okayyy. No, no shuffling or anything, just RANDOM dancing! Dunno, the music was gooddddd. OMGGGGGGGGGGGGG>.................... I am going to wake up tommorow morning with highlighted Jay-Chou hair..

So, all in all, it was a good night I guess - I wanted to stay longer but my parents were being dicky as always. =(

Wow, I did a LOT today. Rides I WANTED to go on:

Ferris Wheel!
Bumper cars
A roller coaster (too bad the only one there was like 1m high.....)
Bumper cars
Haunted House
The Topgun thingg...
BUMPER CARS!!!!

Bah. I got to be a good boy from now till next week - So looks like lots of staying home! Gahhh.

Good luck on your driving test tommorow Marcus!

I doubt I'd see you guys, Josh and Dawn so have a great time back in England and hope to see y'all again in December! Yeah, Josh, I'll try and keep my promise, man. Love you guys, study hard!

Just no more..

2005-10-27T00:29:00.000+08:00

I predict I don't go to the carnival thing. Why? Don't know.. There are just some things left to be unsaid. Maybe I just don't fit in with the gang I thought I could fit in a few months back.

Maybe... Nice word, leaves your mind drifting around in ideas, doesn't it?

Anyway, I've caused problems hanging out with these guys before and I don't want to do it again.. Before they met me some of them were having greater lives. Just no more..

Next time, maybe.

2005-10-26T20:36:00.000+08:00

Tommorow, work. Carnival. Dawn's back and I can't wait to see her! Oh, and Josh too. Billionaire boy. Today = Maplestory. I won't even go into detail because honestly, I'm too lazy to blog. Hehehe.

Okay, enough about the boring parts.. Now comes the more indepth part.

I had a dream last night, the same dream I've had a few times. Everyone was pissed at me and I couldn't do anything to stop it. I had left Malaysia without saying bye to anyone and when I returned everyone was angry. I apologised and said "I'm just never good with good byes.." but it didn't change their anger. They hated me. I can still remember the vision of the close friends that I have today in that dream, staring at me with those fierce eyes. Why this dream though? Do I have a paranoia of leaving? Or maybe a paranoia of having my friends against me? It's one of them... ANd I don't want either to happen. But the first is inevitable, just hope the second doesn't occur...

Guess What?

2005-10-25T14:35:00.000+08:00

Yes yes, this is post number 69! How cool is that. Heh, okay, a bit too easily amused.

Anyway, I'm in a much better mood, maybe because my illness is clearing up but whatever. I'm at work now and I'm bored as hell. I'm going to watch Doom with Andre after work at Midvalley, can't wait for that.. It's Game Time!

Last night I watched the episode 3 of One Tree Hill (Season 3) and Brooke said something that went through my mind over the entire night. Something that I never realised was true and yet half my life have been trying to figure out... "Sometimes people play hard to get, to find out if they really care about them." Something along those lines. The statement made a lot of sense after I thought about it and now I even know why I do it. Just thought I'd share the wisdom that is One Tree Hill :D I still think this show rocks, it's enlightened me as the above and entertained me with every episode.

My life is a bit confusing and mucked up at the moment, but instead of trying to fix it like I normally do, I'm just not going to bother... What's the worst that could happen to me if I continued to get it more and more mucked up? What can I lose that I cannot gain back?

Can't lose family over social life.
Might lose friends, but only the ones who just weren't true friends.
Can't lose my life... Or can I?
Can waste money but still probably able to get it back.

So seriously, I say, be yourself and stop trying to solve problems in your life that aren't really issues but just how people think about you. If you want to be someone, be that person. If you love someone, embrace them and let them know. If you want something to be done with your heart, do it.

People say life is too long, I agree. But the best part of life only exists between a rough age of when you become a teenager until you get married - 13~25*. Because between these times, you are growing up and you decide everything. It's not a long time, only a bit over a decade. And the worst part is that people always leave. Your friends; your family; your co-workers... They will all leave some day, so make sure you never regret not taking the chance to spend time with them or do the things you want to with them. In life, there are no second chances.

You always get told by a friend to 'sleep on it' refering to a problem. Everyone sleeps depressed and wakes up feeling much better. Well, I've been sleeping on my problems for the past 3 days and I've finally woken up to a much brighter day.

Man

2005-10-24T12:23:00.000+08:00

It's becoming a habit where everytime I wake up depression hits me. Dunno why. Well, I had a few plans to attend to today but all were cancelled... Feel like I'm not exactly a priority in anyone's lives nowadays. Oh well, I've lived like this before and I can do it again, I guess getting closer friends lately like Zim, Amanda, Amy, etc. has made me forget how my life used to be. I was always against getting too close to anyone because stuff like this would happen, the feeling of being ditched by your close friends sucks.

No, I used to be stronger than this, sigh, why did I have to get pulled into friendship? Its nice and all, but tough at times. Can't forget myself, maybe it's time to change back.. Back to the person I used to be. Life was simple and fun that time. But I was a heartless person who didn't care about anyone else but myself and to become what I was would cause harm to those close to me... So, it's going to be a bitch of a decision.

Ish.

Death.

2005-10-23T13:35:00.000+08:00

I'll begin with whats on my mind. Life as I know it has killed me. I've been sick beyond belief and reason and I can't take the pain I feel when I move. I've slept since 12AM till 1PM not because I'm too sick to wake up but because I decided that there's nothing worth getting up to. I'm a lonely kid with no one cept my friends. Nothing more. So sleeping and dreaming seems to be my break away from the life I live. The dreams I have always are the best ones and as a matter of fact, keep me sane. No mood nor the energy to get up in the morning, there's nothing that helps me initiate my day. The day begins with sorrow and ends with gladness that I can enter the dreams again.

Apart from the sudden urge to kill myself, more bad news has arrived.

"As a mark of respect to the demise of our beloved first lady, Allahyarhamah Datin Paduka Seri Endon Mahmood, Scenique Productions on behalf of The Renault F1 Team and all sponsors involved, would like to inform everyone that the Renault F1 Team Pit Party Celebration 2005 at the Sepang Go Kart Circuit has been cancelled."

Bye bye Yoji.

Well, due to the above sudden change of events, I'm predicting my parents don't go away and I don't get the Mondo's job. Somehow, I think life has decided to take revenge on me for the sins I've commited.

- Wake me up.

Working day.

2005-10-21T00:54:00.000+08:00

I worked at my Dad's friend's office from 10am to 3pm. Then I worked at Souled out from 5pm to 11pm. God I am the coolest most hardworking dude ever. I rock. Congratulations James, you rock.

Anyway, getting lazy on the blog, let's talk about the past first. Lately I've been a bit more laid back about going out, no cash nowadays so I have to be pretty conservative. Tommorow is Emjay's party of coolness so I haven't been going out lately to ensure that my parents can't stop me. Hope this party is good.

Now, the present. Life is boring nowadays, gotta find something that interests me.... Ishhh. Sorethroats been killing me slowly and smoking doesn't help at all, maybe drinking will (guess I'll find out tommorow). I'm going mad with boredom.

The best part, the future. My parents will be away in early November and early December, so I'll definately have a few sessions at my house those two times. I feel bad not following my parents to Aus to see my bro (or maybe even Jhin) but heck, I don't wanna waste a ticket on 1 week! Speaking of the future, me and Simon are having a bitch of a time getting tickets to the fucking PitParty05, we've devised a plan... Er, okay I'll shut up. Besides all this, I guess I'm looking forward to the future way more than whats going on now (which is a bad thing huh?) so everything good seems to be far away. Maybe I'll work in Mondos (Midvalley) as suggested by some people, wow, RM6 per hour of kickassness CHA-CHING! Future has a lot in store for me, hope all my plans come true. So, to rephrase all of the above..

Parents going away - have drinking sessions or maybe a small get-together.
Hard to get tickets to PitParty but still eager.
Might work in Mondos and be filthy rich.

Yawness, got to see Amy at 12 tommorow, I think I'll have a game and then sleep. GGNORE OUT.

Long time no Post.

2005-10-19T01:34:00.000+08:00

Been a while since I posted. Anyway, check out my Deviant art @ http://f4nt0m.deviantart.com I've made a few nice wallpapers there, so take a look! Life's been kinda boring lately, first I went for a movie with Amanda and Andre, we watched Skeleton Key which sucked a bit and I missed the ONE SCARY PART because I was outside getting Andre into the cinema (late by 1 hour wtfh4x0rz). Amanda was dying from the scary part and I was like "NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO".

My dad made me work at his friend's office, just helping out make a Teen Portal though I totally doubt it's gonna be successful looking at the competition like xfresh.

Oddly enough it's 1:38AM and I'm tired already. So I think I'll sleep soon. I made my DotA Comic (which rocks!) but I can't give too much info yetttt.

Off the topic, I've been listening to rock lately, dunno why, maybe to ease the depression a bit? I dunno, songs like When September Ends.. Ho humph, GOD GIVE ME SOME DRAMA IN MY LIFE!

Happy Birthday Marc! .. Back to Souled Out

2005-10-16T01:42:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Marcus! I guess I'm sorry I didn't wish you on the actual date cos I thought it was on the day of your party man. Anyway, as I promised you'll be getting the belanjaed tickets from me and Simon for the PitParty05. =) Known you since primary, maybe we never liked each other back then, but we still KNEW each other right? You're a great friend dude, I won't forget you. Marc's party was at Castle, Bangsar and we just had a bottle of Black Label and chilled out basically. Oh, then me and Simon (big... korean...) were a bit bored and felt hungry. We went across to some Newada Indian Curryhouse where I had the BEST MAGGI MI GORENG IN THE WORLD!!!

Anyway, on the Souled Out thing.. What? You wanna know about this PitParty thing? Er, I'll put it at the bottom. Tommorow (Sunday) is Oktober Fest! I have no clue what that is, but I'll be working at Souled Out for it. I don't even know how much I'm getting paid. But I mean, I just wanna have some fun and work again. So everyone out there, don't forget to go Souled Out tommorow! Shit, all this talk about food... Anyway, here's the flyer:

Click to Enlarge!

Hungarian Foos Phase 2

2005-10-14T12:33:00.000+08:00

Project Hungarian Foos
Phase 1: The Primary Shot (Success!)
Phase 2: Varying the Primary Shot (In Progress...)

I was teaching Andre foos yesterday again. Omg... He is teh fail! Well, he needs to practise ball control so I guess he can't pick it all up in one day. He then followed me home and stayed over.

We didn't do anything out of the ordinary except one thing: We played SPACE CRUSADERS! What is this game, you noob gamers may ask. It's one of the first board games that used Warhammer ideas. In fact it came out before Warhammer. I don't know much history about it but it's definately IMBA. We had an awesome game and I lost one squadron to his fucking Dreadnought of gayness and survived the mission I was given in that game with only two Commanding officers, so yeah, there were like 10+ casualties of my marines :( But I killed ALL HIS ALIENS. Heck, nobody would probably get this blogpost, but I'm just gonna post it for memory's sake.

DAY OF THE CAPSLOCK

2005-10-12T22:46:00.000+08:00

THIS IS THE DAY OF THE CAPSLOCK. THE 13TH OF EVERY MONTH SHALL NOW BE KNOWN AS THE DAY OF THE CAPSLOCK! ANYONE WHO DEFIES IT MUST BE CALLED UPON FOR HIS HEAD TO BE CUT OFF.

2 days of Dying

2005-10-11T20:12:00.000+08:00

I went back to Melaka because it was like a yearly thing to go back and mourn my grandmother. I was sick when I woke up on Monday and having a sorethroat plus a terrible headache. I was dizzy for the entire day and everything just seemed like a dream from today. I remember 2 near-to-fainting events yet not the exact moments.. Just feeling such immense amounts of pain in my head that if I just gave up fighting it I would've gone.

The heat gave me goosebumps and the cool air made me sweat. It was a terrible fever that lasted for that one day. All I can say is that I'm damned lucky I'm alright now. Hope it never comes back again. I miss nicotine, but fuck that, I think smoking has been giving me a weaker body system. Yeah, I quit. Hopefully.

Saturday Saturday

2005-10-09T18:21:00.000+08:00

Saturday was okay I guess. I went to Hartamas to meet up with Lang, Amy and Sammie (oh, THATS how you spell it.. Right..) and my foosball was off like crazy. I seriously don't know what's going on, all I know is that the more I play the worse I'm getting. Eesh.

After Hartamas, I followed Lang back to home and we had to pick up his little sister first from Midvalley so we took a cab to Midvalley when it was past 12. The rules were like this: When we reach Midvalley, we have to pay double the price that is on the meter (Hartamas -> Midvalley usually around RM6? thus we would've had to pay RM12) then the meter would CONTINUE from whatever it was all the way to Ampang and we'd pay the final fare double again. So we thought, it's gonna be expensive, but heck, we can't find a cab so just go for it.. Lang's exact words were "It could be like RM60 when we get to my place" and I was kinda worried too, but I had money on me so the worries meant nothing.

In the car we were talking about lots of things: History; School; Life; Games; etc. And then we finally reached Midvalley in about 5-10 mins. I got out of the car and began to look for Riya cos she wasn't there immediately, after I failed to find her, I returned to the car where Alang looked at me with a face that could only mean trouble.. "James, it's RM53 already man." I glanced at the meter and saw the fucked up digits RM 26.50. WHAT!?!@#<> HOW IS IT POSSIBLE THAT HARTAMAS TO MIDVALLEY WOULD COST RM 26.50?!!? It's BULLSHIT, we knew immediately how fake his fucked up meter was. So we decided to just screw it, and forget about it because we saw a taxi when we passed the North Court of Midvalley earlier (the driver made a wrong turning.. But somehow I think it was on purpose now, those vital 3 minutes it took him to make another round probably costed us RM15). So we told him to fuck off ("Er, my friend is picking me up" Lang's excuse..) and we found another cab, he said "Past midnight means must be more expensive." Our hearts sank. Not again...

"So to Ampang issit? Ok, RM20 okay or not?"

Our hearts leapt.

All the way back to his house we were talking about the fucked up Yellow Taxi that ripped us off. RM50 to Midvalley, for fucks sake, atleast don't make it oh-so-fucking obvious right?

At Lang's the first thing we did was.. (zzzzz) Talk to Amy on MSN, yea yea. Then we watched Final Fantasy VII : Advent Children which rocked beyond rockability (uhh). Tifa is hot.

Next day, Lang began his GunzOnline and he installed wallhack like immediately, cheater. I got into a coughing frenzy as I choked on water and almost drowned myself. Yeah, I'm sick :( Fucking flu. It's killing me. It's like a combo man, whichever micro-organisms that came up with this idea of a flu are geniuses: They give you a headache and an itchy throat; when you cough, your entire head shakes causing your headache to hurt even more - Sonofabitch.

Oh so tired.

2005-10-08T04:37:00.000+08:00

It's 4:37am and I'm dead tired. I spent the day in Hartamas (as always) with Andre this time. I taught him how to push+recoil and he became pretty IMBA in one day! I rocks at teaching.

Andre is my new project.

Project Hungarian Foos
Phase 1: The Primary Shot (Success!)

I also met up with the couples *except binson* (yes, idiots, so thats Amy/Alang, Amanda/Col, Kit/Rusty). Sigh, the couples... Pfft... Nah, not my thing. Is it? Hah, do I go back to all that shit? Doing that boyfriend crap again? Awrgh, waste of time and money..

Whatever, my foosball was off today and Lang's was SO FARKING ON! He raped me... Err hehe.

Anyway, moving on, there was a great conversation between me, Andre, Amy and Sammy. Have you ever wondered how Hong Kong Disneyland would be like? Wow! I want to go there! But like, it's run by Chinese.. Thus there is a potential 70% of the staff there to be Ah Bengs or Ah Lians. Before I continue, those of you who don't know what an Ah Beng is (unlikely) ...

Definition of Ah Beng (ah·beng) @ UrbanDictionary.com

> male delinquents who have bad dress sense or absolutely none at all.

>> e.g "just look at that ah beng over there! eww, poor thing, is he color blind?"

My Definition of Ah Beng

> guys who try to be something they're not. good examples would be the copied jay-chou hairstyles that 80% of the Ah Bengs have. also, it may not be their fault that their english isn't that good, but why do they have to get stupidly creative and use 'oh' or 'wei' at the end of their sentences?

Well, Ah Lians are just the female version of the above. Okay, back to the conversation. Well we had a hypothetical discussion on the consideration of incidence if a child visited Disneyland Hong Kong.

Just imagine you're 9 years old. You want to see Mickey Mouse, you see him every day on TV and you think he's so entertaining. Everything about him, the smile the laughter and the bright ideas that Mickey comes up with just enlighten your mood everytime you see him! Gosh! And guess what? You're in Disneyland Hong Kong RIGHT NOW! Wow, looking around you notice the fantasy-like structures. "Where's Mickey?! Where is MICKEY?!?!" You shout at your parents who searched endlessly for your hero. But guess what? You were the first to find him! He's right there, waving at you! Before you knew it your legs had already gotten you up to Mickey... Closer and closer you get, that smile of Mickey's seem to be mocking your slow pace so you begin to speed up. Your excitement can't stand it anymore, everything else didn't matter, this was MICKEY MOUSE! THE ONE ON TV EVERY DAY! RIGHT HERE IN THE FLESH! You're almost there, almost.. Almost.. Just about to reach, you take a leap and give Mickey a big hug! Your heart beats wildly as you feel Mickey's odd smooth fabric-like skin. Suddenly, you hear a sound.. Plonk! What was that? You wonder, yet it didn't matter, you didn't want to let go.. But somehow, Mickey seemed to be pushing you off... Your grip doesn't loosen, and you're wondering why Mickey is being so rough.. You look up, and scream. Mickey seemed to have had his head chopped off and underneath, INSIDE his body, there was a face sticking out, small eyes; stupid grin; jay chou hairstyle; bright blonde highlighted hair. His mouth opens revealing bad teeth and a repulsive odour. "Tiu la......"

Nightmare.

Gaming Day

2005-10-06T21:49:00.000+08:00

Weee. My Maple Char is now going to be on my sidebar. I'll update it too. Watch the n00b turn into a pro.

IT'S MALLET TIME!

Anyway, YEAH as you can see by the current picture, I AM USING A MALLET! Wow! It's like "Hi Mr. Snail, how are you tod-" *SLAM!!!* Owned.

I swear, today is my gaming day. Total calculation, I have played sofar... 2AM ~ 9AM; 2PM ~ 7PM; 8PM ~ 11PM (now)... That's 7 + 5 + 3 = 15 hours of gaming. No wonder my fingers hurt. Oh my god. BUT I CAN'T STOP JUST YET, I have to reach my 24 hour peak first then the gaming day is over!!

I am a TRUE GAMER (I need a life..)

GunzOnline

2005-10-06T18:43:00.000+08:00

This game has got to be the most addictive ever. I'm stuck on it! I've been playing it for 5 hours straight since I woke up at 2. Last night I played Maplestory and Gunz till 9am.. Slept, woke up and repeated. :D

OMG! It's so fucking addictive. But after a while I can feel the repetitiveness and boredom start to slide in. Oh well.

Maple Story : Level 11
GunzOnline : Level 10

Shoppinggg

2005-10-05T20:20:00.000+08:00

Well, it's been ages since I've been shopping and today I went! I bought a Tropicana Life cap; two Giordano shirts and a ZIPPO LIGHTER! Finally! Sigh, the camera turned out to be roughly RM1400. That sucks balls. Oh well, I'm gonna have to figure it out I guess. Amanda was there and I paid for her Sushi King dinner.. OMGWTFBBQROFL!?!?! SHE ALREADY HAS A BOYFRIEND FOR THAT RIGHT? WELL I was a GENTLEMAN and I did.

Sushi King was nice.. Oh I had LOTs of blue plates, god I'm so cheap.. Then again, I got to save for my camera right... Yeah, well, then why buy the zippo? Er, shut up James..

Apart from the shopping, today I played two new games: Maplestory and GunzOnline. GunzOnline ROCKS!!!!!! It's like Gunbound and Max Payne mixed together. Maplestory is pretty cool. Currently level 5 in Gunz and level 9 in Maplestory, WEEEE I rock.

I'll blog more later.

Camera

2005-10-04T23:38:00.000+08:00

My criteria is basically the following:

Must take pretty good photo quality.
Must take video of medium quality atleast.
Must be in my budget (roughly RM1,000)

That is all, basically. So, I have narrowed it down with the help of my Bro to a few Casio ones.

Casio EX-Z50
Casio EX-Z57
Casio EX-Z120 (Problem is that this one doesn't use rechargeable lithium batteries.)

Sofar, Casio seems to be a good brand. If the prices I find at Midvalley tommorow are crap then I'll look at other brands.

I also found out that the N-Gage is RM620 at Lowyat. Cool. Might look into that if I really don't buy the camera. Anyway I have plans to go to Midvalley tommorow and buy a new trucker cap. Not sure what else I need to buy..

W00t

2005-10-04T18:00:00.000+08:00

I cut my hair. I'm experimenting now. I trimmed it all except for the back so I look really stupid actually. SHIT. Experiment failure.

Oh well. I hope I can fix this up with gel or something, otherwise I'll cut it myself. It looks REALLY weird at the moment :D Hahahhaa, stupid...idea...of..mine. Anyway, I decided to stay home today/tonight because I've been going out a bit too much and I think if I continue like this I won't be able to go to some parties in the future. So I stayed home and did nothing at all except for download MapleSea. YES! I shall start MapleSea/Story (WTF IS THE DIFF?!) again and I will own.

I have so much spare time and instead of playing DotA I shall play this. Why? Because DotA is crap now and one helluva boring game for me. Nothing in DotA excites me anymore (that sounds so wrong). Now I know what you're thinking... "What a nerd... Geez, why not just get a chick or something." WELL, all I can say is that I'm just not all that bothered with stuff that I don't approve of at the moment. Heh, yes I don't approve of relationships, not at all, for now. They're just a waste of time and money.

Why one girl when you can have ALL of them!?

Boredom.. Stupid MapleSea 200mb of gay shitness - 39%!

defiledminds 1 Month Anniversary

2005-10-03T04:14:00.000+08:00

I forgot to post! It was the Defiled Minds 1 month anniversary. Anyway, it's been really fun sofar. I've been blogging actively (way too actively..) :) Going through some of the posts I've come to see that in only a month my life has changed drastically.

Note to self: You were tagged by Zim, remember? :P

Night that went Bad.

2005-10-02T21:07:00.000+08:00

Lets just say there were a ton of problems that occured last night between a lot of people and (thankfully) I wasn't part of it but seeing everyone so sad during the night I finally went out again kinda made me feel like it was a sign. My foosball was off :( DAMNIT! SOMEONE UP THERE IS JUST MUCKING AROUND WITH MY LIFE. Plans were mucked up and instead of staying at Brian's I stayed in Hartamas and went to Soda with Melanie, (omg) Fung Wei and Sai.

Then me and Fung Wei followed Mel home (HEHEHE) last night and we tried watching IT the clown that haunted my life since I was a kid. But we fell asleep cos it was too boring. Not much else to say, or maybe I just can't say..

Day of On-Formness

2005-09-30T22:40:00.000+08:00

My foosball rocks. I rock. I don't care, I fucking rock. I was so on-form today. Maybe I didn't push well but I snaked and learnt a brand new shot. Everything was on form in most of the games.

List of People I have Defeated Today:
Binson : 2 out of 2 games
Alang : 2 out of 3 games
Amy : 2 out of 3 games
Rusty : 1 out of 1 game (7/2 rofl)
Ben Teo : 1 out of 1 game
Alina : 1 out of 2 games (7/2 damnit)

Overall, I'd say the best accomplishments were Bins; Alang and Amy. :P

Binson is one helluva good back-man player. His sprays are so farking gay and always go in for some mad reason but I have learnt to block them finally and I realised why I hardly score against him : He is a pusher too, he knows how to block.

Alang is one of the most imba-est back-man player too. He has such cool shots that make you go "WHAAHAHAH!!!!". Daymn he has a thunder pull and a lethal snake for his front man to add up to it all. He has declined me as his student because he thinks he isn't that good (modest lah.. be my sifu...)

Amy.. Wow, First time I played her today and she surprised me. Her 5-man has got to have one of the fastest tick-tacks I've seen in ages (almost as fast as Ikhi's) plus the accurate passes. Let me go through one of the games.. It began simple and easy as she served the ball when suddenly TICTACTICTACTICTAC *wWTF?!?!?!?!?!* went through my mind as she passed my 5-man like a breeze. I blocked her pull (kinda slow) and she took roughly 2-3 more shots (her 5-man is imba lah..) finally I got my shot and PANG! I smacked that bitch into the goal. Pft, she isn't that good. Next ball.. Tic-tac-tic-tac-tic-tac..PAK! ROFL I BLOCKED HER PASS. Then I close my eyes and just roll the ball over to my 3-man. "Guess I got lucky" I modestly say... Then suddenly, PANG! "James! You're so damn good!" She cries in agony as the score reaches 2-0. The next ball is served and then Tic-tac-tic-tac-PANG... WTF? HAXORZZZZ!! "Haha, nice one" I smile as I congratulate her desperate shot. 2-1. I serve the ball do an amazing ball-control trick of mine and suddenly the balls at the 3-man "Wha-? I didn't even see that." She grumbles as the sound PANG! runs through our ears. 3-1. Ah had to give chance so she gets the ball over to her 3-man and I defend with one man.. THAK, successful block. I show my awesome tic-tac proness and then WHACK.. PANG!!!!!!! 4-1!? Yea yea, she shoots like 3 more times and I block them with my uber Great Wall of China defense. Then I slip up as the ball starts to roll away from my man (sweaty) but I recover with an amazing shot that ends with a sweet...

PANGGGGGGGGG!!!!!

I would go on but I think she's gonna kill me anyway... Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Double Blog

2005-09-29T17:13:00.000+08:00

Would you like to see the two practically exactly the same blogs?

Weee.

Perry Conspiracy

2005-09-28T22:26:00.000+08:00

It was roughly 9:30 when I received a message from someone I don't usually talk to. The sister of Mr. Kit Perry, Katerina Perry had sent me a message, a simple 'hey' to begin with. It was then followed by the following:

[21:36:08] xKATx.......: hey
[21:36:18] ¿????rebel _: hello
[21:36:31] xKATx.......: do you play dota?
[21:36:43] ¿????rebel _: yup
[21:36:49] xKATx.......: well so do i
[21:37:05] xKATx.......: i knowz everything about it

I was like "Haha, Jack or Kit? Hmmm.." So I sent a message to Andre:

[21:37:20] ¿????rebel _: check this out
[21:37:24] ¿????rebel _: xKATx.......take life seriously says:
hey
¿????rebel _ lifeisjustagame says:
hello
xKATx.......take life seriously says:
do you play dota?
¿????rebel _ lifeisjustagame says:
yup
xKATx.......take life seriously says:
well so do i
xKATx.......take life seriously says:
i knowz everything about it
[21:37:27] ¿????rebel _: whats your bet?
[21:37:29] ¿????rebel _: jack perry or kit perry?

We started talking about kit for a while then I replied to Kat:

[21:38:43] ¿????rebel _: really
[21:38:51] ¿????rebel _: thats interesting
[21:39:16] xKATx.......: test me plzzzzz....
[21:39:34] xKATx.......: ciapatti

I then sent this to Andre again.

[21:39:49] ¿????rebel _: HAHAH
[21:39:53] ¿????rebel _: wtF!?!?!
[21:39:55] ¿????rebel _: this is damn funny
[21:40:04] ¿????rebel _: jack is desperate for someone to test him?
[21:41:41] ¿????rebel _: WHO DO YOU THINK IT IS/
[21:41:42] ¿????rebel _: kit or jack?
[21:42:01] _????ang?d:a: I think its
[21:42:08] _????ang?d:a: kit

After a question, 'Kat' misspelt the word "Earth Shaker" as "Earth Shakler" and we immediately thought it was Kit (cos he sucks at spelling). However, Kit sent me a message soon after.

[21:43:57] <<°o.O...Kit: what are you saying to my sister?
[21:44:07] ¿????rebel _: thats you
[21:44:09] ¿????rebel _: i can feel it
[21:44:11] <<°o.O...Kit: nope
[21:44:13] <<°o.O...Kit: i am here
[21:44:16] ¿????rebel _: youre kidding me
[21:44:19] <<°o.O...Kit: nope
[21:44:20] <<°o.O...Kit: y?
[21:44:22] ¿????rebel _: theres no way in hell
[21:44:22] <<°o.O...Kit: whats she said?

I was starting to believe, so I had to test him in a way.

[21:44:27] ¿????rebel _: i introduced her to andre
[21:44:30] ¿????rebel _: she said andre is fuckable
[21:44:37] <<°o.O...Kit: WTH/
[21:44:40] <<°o.O...Kit: brb
[21:45:02] <<°o.O...Kit: ok
[21:45:03] <<°o.O...Kit: she said no
[21:46:09] <<°o.O...Kit: what elese is she saying?

We were baffled. HOW was it possible? We had a 5 way conversation. Me-Andre-The-3-Perrys on MSN. But we got no results, only to discover there was a higher possibility she did play DotA. Apparently she had played with Andre in a game before and she related to the same things that was spoken between them in that game.

I have now made a bet with Kit that I shall buy him dinner when I go over to his house and see Kat play a decent game of DotA.

To be honest, I'm scared.. But THERES JUST NO FUCKIGN WAY IN HELL........

One Tree Hill

2005-09-28T19:24:00.000+08:00

I think that One Tree Hill is great. Compared to any of the other shows I've watched, I haven't got this hooked before (except the legacy of Friends). The great thing about this series is that it doesn't get boring, at the end of every episode theres definately something that gets you hooked onto the next. In comparism with The O.C., One Tree Hill definately outshines it anyday.

Here's some comments about the characters
Warning: I THINK there ARE spoilers here and there. I'll try to keep them to a minimum.

Lucas:
Okay, every girl loves this guy because of the way he used to have that 'brooding' look and was really silent, etc. Then he grew up and in season 2 he's way more mature and basically he acts as the link between a lot of things. He's always helping people out with their problems and he's like everyone's friend. He gets sensitive pretty often and says a lot of things guys are too 'manly enough' to say like "Payton, I do care about you." Oh come on, most of you would probably not even be speaking to a girl with history like they have. All in all, Lucas deserves tons of respect and somehow I feel towards his character that every move he makes seems to be the right one (he HARDLY makes mistakes).

Payton:
I don't really like her. She took drugs cos she was desperate for 'her dream'. Then she totally caused problems between Nathan and Hailey with that Chris-Michelle-Branch episode. She's really screwed up in the head man, she has breakdowns like every 4 episodes tops. Apart from that she basically mourns most of the time over her mother or something. Until ofcourse Jake arrives and she forgets about EVERYTHING and only thinks about the sex after that.. Sigh.. Kids..

Nathan:
Okay, this guy deserves a ton of respect. Even though he was such a dick in season 1, the way he changes in season 2 is like a whole new revelation! Seriously, he's the coolest and takes care of Hailey like .. OMG. No more comments on that, but he's definately cool and cares for his wife, too bad she ditched him (bitch). I think Nathan just finally sorted out his priorities and chose a good path in his life.

Hailey:
Hailey used to be cool, now she's a bitch. Run away because of her 'dream'. My ass. So fucking selfish if yuo ask me. As Nathan said 'you don't need him' and I agree, if she was good enough she could've done it without that Chris fag. She could also have atleast talked everything out with Nathan before leaving, if you watch carefully they never actually got down to discussing it. She should have just told Nathan he was holding her back and Chris was her one shot to fame or something. HE WOULD UNDERSTAND.

Brooke:
Definately one of the best characters in the show. Even in season 1 when she was a party girl, she still took care of her friends (remember when Payton got drugged?) and she had a priorities straight (they were just crappy priorities.. sex > all, er not in my book). She's also definately really hot and her personality-change in season 2 shows that she isn't just some 'party-girl'.

Jake:
Although he doesn't show up much in the series, he's a great guy. The way he is presented with his responsibility over his child is great proof of how cool he is :P

Felix:
This guy, although a faggot, is very awesome. Haha, he was a player then he became 'loving'. Though I still think all he has is the money that gets the ladies, not saying he's ugly or anything, come on. Look at him.

Lazy.

2005-09-28T04:07:00.000+08:00

Too lazy to blog. Tired...

Oh well, its like 4am but what the heck, I haven't got anything planned for tommorow. Looks like a boring day at home =P

PS: Remvoed the music thing. It kinda scared the shit outta me when my blog loaded. heh